1. Some people are simply too pampered reading regular updates and are bugging me to update.
There really isn’t much going on in my life right not except for dance pract, classes and shit. I do feel a lil emotionally drained of the late and need to withdraw for abit to find my sanity. I feel a lot better now maybe, perhaps after ranting quite abit to the same person bugging me to update my blog so all’s cool for now.
2. Some people in my life have very kindly been trying to hook me up a lot lately.
Yes. This.
I’m not sure what the right reaction should be expected and provided when someone asked if I would like to get to know this person and that. I’m 25 now. Is it not right for me to remain single? Also, do I also appear to be S.A.D like what J says..? – Single, available and desperate. (WTF J. WTF. K la, still love u.)
I’m not sure if I’m ready to date again. Maybe I am, maybe I’m not. Or maybe I’m still subconsciously holding on to something I shouldn’t be holding on too. Maybe I’m scared. Maybe I’ve lost faith.
Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.
I’m not much of a planner. I do not like to plan for such things. I prefer for things to work itself out and if it happens, it happens. So I end up just waiting. If it doesn’t comes – too bad, so sad. Despite modern social rules, I’m still not one who is comfortable to make the first move. I still prefer certain things to be done the snail-mail way. And I always think, it will happen if the other party thinks I’m worth it.
So until that someone comes along.. I’m quite happy the way I am – I think. Though sometimes it would be nice to have someone again. But then, when it happens, it happens.
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